Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts

Friday, 13 August 2021

I have just released all my Medium posts into the wild


I've had a fairly mixed experience of the Medium platform since I signed up for it in 2018. I had it recommended to me by a friend of mine who knew I wanted to monetise my writing. She'd tried it and found it useful, though she did warn me that I probably wouldn't earn very much money from it. Given that I was trying to get more freelance journalism work at the time, it seemed worth a go.

On the whole, I would say that the process of actually using Medium has been a positive one: It's an easy to use interface, very intuitive, with a nice clean design. It looks good when included in portfolios and some of the pieces I've published on the platform have, I know, directly led to paid work commissions. So it was definitely worth doing. 

On the downside, I haven't made very much money from it's Partner Programme and I realised quite quickly that this is because the kind of pieces I want to write are, on the whole, not the kind of pieces Medium members especially want to read. The majority of people who read my stories on Medium, in fact, tend to come from referrals from (My, Other People's) Twitter and (Other People's) Facebook posts, meaning I can get respectable views and OK ish read figures, but I don't earn much income from them.

On Wednesday, Medium sent an email out - as they often do - detailing improvements and changes that they are making to the platform in the coming weeks and months. One of the changes they announced was a gradual phase in of changes to the Medium Partner Programme, which previously hadn't had an eligibility criteria (unless you count the steps and checks you need to go through in order to set up digital payments) but which will now require those applying to have 1) Published at least one story on Medium previously 2) Have at least 100 followers on Medium 3) Post at least one post every six months.

Now, personally, I think rules 1 and 3 are fair enough, and you can make a case for 2 as well, given that Medium is essentially a longform version of social media.

Still, 2 presents a crucial barrier to me: I only have 27 followers on Medium.

Which is really my own fault for not interacting and engaging with people on the platform very much. Oh, and the aforementioned problem of not writing the kind of stories Medium members want to read - that obviously hasn't helped either.

You can use Medium and not be part of the Partner Programme so, knowing that I basically had until the 31st December to gain (and keep) 73 extra followers or else be booted off the programme, I decided it would be better all round if I just reverted to the basic, non monetised form of membership.

When you join the Partner Programme, you have the option of monetising your stories, but to do so you have to put your stories behind a paywall. This obviously limits the access that readers who aren't members of Medium have to your stories. You can mitigate those limits, to an extent, by posting your stories to social media, newsletters etc using your friend link, which allows those who click on it to bypass the paywall, but it does still potentially mean that there will be people clicking on the story outside of Medium who won't be able to read it. For a lot of authors, this trade off will be a price worth paying but, because most of my readers aren't members of Medium, it has been a bit of an arse in my case.

Now that I've left the Partner Programme, all of my stories have been released back into the wild again. That is, they are no longer behind the paywall and anyone with an internet connection is now able to view them in their entirety. Similarly, any future stories I publish on Medium will also not be behind the paywall and anyone will be able to view them. 

This is good news for those of you reading this who may have been prevented from reading some of my stories before and, as such, I intend to post the links to each of my 11 stories (so far) from Medium over the coming days and weeks, with a little bit of info on how I came to write each one.

I hope you enjoy them.

Photo by hannah grace on Unsplash



Monday, 2 March 2020

Balancing my work and my cheque book

This isn't my desk. I do write at the kitchen table though.
When I went full time freelance in 2018, it was with pretty low expectations.

I wasn't expecting to be able to earn a living solely from freelancing, which is just as well because I totally haven't. I jumped into it with a very basic plan, one that relied on other sources of income such as transcription (don't even bother if you only own a Mac...), proofreading (even more of a non starter...), surveys (pay peanuts) and temping (by far and away the most lucrative option).

While I was pursuing these various adventures, I continued pitching publications. All the freelance journalism guides I've read say it takes at least 12 months to start to make any headway with commissions, and this definitely proved to be the case.

What was interesting was what I was getting commissioned to write. That is, I wasn't getting offered money to write music journalism. Despite music journalism being my most obvious area of experience, the one area I have a proven track record in.

It still amazes me that people were more willing to take a chance on me when it came to writing about, say, Brexit food stockpiling and veg box schemes, the ethics of the personal essay, buses, buses again, and Manchester's plans for the Metrolink than anything music related. I'm incredibly grateful to the editors who trusted me with those pieces, it's opened up a whole other area of specialism for me, and it's stretched me in a way that I needed. But the lack of paid music commissions really niggles away at me sometimes.

Back in November I attended the annual music journalism panel discussion at Louder Than Words and came away with more questions than answers. I was intrigued by the ways in which debates around music journalism, and getting work, had shifted over the past year or so away from 'Don't write for free' to 'Sometimes, you have to write for free'. It seemed like what had been a massive bone of contention had gradually been accepted as a fact of life: Music journalism doesn't pay.

There have been a number of commentary pieces on the state of the industry over the past couple of years, but none of them have been written with aspiring music journalists in mind, which seemed a missed opportunity given that the panel at Louder Than Words has demonstrated, year after year, the need for some solid advice.

Happily, the excellent Jem Collins at Journo Resources agreed that this was a piece worth commissioning, and gave me the thumbs up to proceed.

If anything surprised me, it was the number of people I contacted for interview who didn't respond. Oh, and the lack of reaction when the piece was published. But mainly the number of people who didn't respond. I understand that many writers and editors are drowning in their inboxes, and I sympathise, but I'd written a piece about the ethics of personal essays for Journo Resources a couple of months before and - again, despite it not obviously being my area - the response rate was well above 90%. In the case of my music journalism piece, there was a response rate of 7 out of 30 people or organisations contacted. And only five of those resulted in interviews: The other two were an apologetic email from a writer friend, because it had got lost in her junk folder, and a 'We will not be putting anyone forward for interview' from a large publication who shall remain nameless.

In both cases, I tried to take lessons from the work. In the case of the personal essays piece, I felt well advised ahead of publishing my Florence + The Punk Women piece on Medium, and in the case of the music journalism piece I elected to act on the advice of the writers and editors I'd interviewed in terms of trying to find new publications to write for.

We will see how this pays off, or if it does, but no matter how it pans out, I really enjoyed writing about the current state of music journalism. The people who did speak to me were interesting, obliging, friendly and helpful and gave me, and my readers, lots of helpful advice.

It will be interesting to see what happens next with music journalism as an area of the industry. And what the next discussion at Louder Than Words 2020 will bring.

Image of man at kitchen table by Chris Spiegl on Unsplash


Friday, 22 March 2019

Happy week, sad week...

Photo by Green Chameleon on Unsplash
It's been a funny old week, hasn't it?

I found myself getting very over-stimulated and over-excited yesterday. Having your laptop locked to the Revoke Article 50 petition and watching it climb by 2000 signatures per minute can do that to you. Especially if you're logged into Twitter at the same time.

Given that it's been a very Brexit orientated week, it's incredibly apt that Four Goods chose today to publish my piece about Veg boxes and Brexit.  I'm not the kind of writer to write a good old j'accuse but I can confess that this is one of two pitches I sent out to publications on the theme of Brexit. The other one was about reading habits in times of national crisis and was going to be a tongue in cheek look at what people were currently reading to forget about Brexit. That was about a month and a half ago though and I think it might have missed it's moment. No one wanted it anyway.

Earlier this week I also had the pleasure of seeing my first piece for Get In Her Ears go up online. This was a track of the day piece, reviewing Havvk's excellent new song. 

I do have other writing plans and, in fact, am hoping some of them will come to fruition very soon.

Will keep you posted...

Thursday, 7 February 2019

A good writing day

Yesterday I wrote a new, tentative, re-draft of chapter three of my punk women book. Because I'm essentially re-structuring and re-writing the book using it's existing, but increasingly unmanageable and incoherent, structure, the process of re-planning and re-drafting is akin to picking shards of glass out of a wound. Or (less grim analogy) to doing a really complicated jigsaw very, very slowly.

It is not a fun process, particularly as the main reason I'm re-doing the first three chapters is because they will be part of a proposal to send out to various literary agents. But, it is interesting to watch a new narrative unfold from my old interviews and secondary material. Originally the narrative was thematic, not chronological really, and it's amazing how different it feels already as a result of re-organising the material chronologically.

I re-drafted, solidly, from 4pm yesterday to 8:30pm, at which point I'd finished, my writing hand felt like it was about to fall off, and I'd missed the campaign meeting about bus re-regulation in Manchester. Which is probably for the best as I suspect I won't be able to commit the time to the campaign that it will need.

I then moved from my desk, which lives under my bed in the living room,  to the kitchen. Where I had a horrible time making very mediocre soup (the blender decided to leak for some reason, plus the tomatoes were the wrong ones to use in retrospect), but perfect hot chocolate (white chocolate + cocoa powder + hot milk and boiling water. Who knew?)

Afterwards I leant back on the sofa in the living room and listened to Ceremonials with my eyes shut, feeling increasingly blissed out. Lovely. Not every day ends like that.


Saturday, 12 January 2019

Thoughts 'n' stuff

I haven't been writing on here much in the past week on so because I've been writing in my diary instead.

Also, I'm feeling slightly devoid of ideas and inspiration this week, though I think that will change as I went to a particularly inspiring Manchester Histories Festival related event today.

Next week I've decided my priorities are reading lots of books and working on the proposal for my punk women book. Again...

Which means the Spotify playlist is in play again...

Saturday, 8 December 2018

End of year round up: Reading and writing

Welcome to the first of this years end of year roundup posts!

Today's post is focusing on reading and writing. 

Photo by Susan Yin on Unsplash

12 Books I’ve enjoyed reading this year:

Normal People, Sally Rooney

The Lonely City, Olivia Laing

The Bling Ring, Nancy Jo Sales

A beginner’s guide to being mental: An A-Z from anxiety to zero fucks given, Natasha Devon

Sunbathing in the rain: A cheerful book about depression, Gwyneth Lewis

How to be champion, Sarah Millican

The angry chef: Bad science and the truth about healthy eating, Anthony Warner

Useless Magic, Florence Welch

Sunny Side Up, Susan Calman

100 Acts of Miner Dissent, Mark Thomas

Along for the ride, Sarah Dessen

This is going to hurt: Secret diaries of a Junior doctor, Adam Kay


Stuff I’ve written this year:

For The F-Word:

“And I can stay as long as I like, ‘cos no one’s calling me to come back inside” (Honeyblood live in Manchester)

“We really wanted to be part of the solution rather than the problem” (Interview with Viv Jones, Kookie magazine)

In the land of the milk and the hone(Review of Hot Brown Honey at HOME)

The endurance factor (Review of Tancred's Nightstand album)

First in the world somewhere (Review of Penny Pepper's memoir First in the world somewhere)

Sassy as (Review of Tami Neilson's Sassafrass album)

A whirlwind of creativity (Review of Florence + The Machine's High As Hope album and Florence Welch's book of lyrics and poetry, Useless Magic)

Singing out loud (Interview with Emma Back)

Upgrade, advance, repeat: Future Bodies at HOME (Review of Future Bodies at HOME)

Stories of the She-punks (Interview with Helen McCookerybook and Gina Birch about their film Stories from the She-Punks: Music with a different agenda)

State of total independence (Interview with She Makes War)

For Medium:

The humble cassette pet: An ode to home taping (Piece written for Cassette Store Day)

A 1990s teenage soundtrack… on vinyl (How the nostalgia soundtrack of the 1990s revival doesn't match up to the contents of my record collection)

For Louder Than War:

Tancred, Gulliver’s Manchester - Live review

Virginmarys, Club Academy, Manchester - Live review

Articles and short pieces I’ve read and enjoyed this year:

Jackpot by Amanda Oliver (Medium)

I Gave My Facebook Password to the Whole Internet by Joe Veix (Medium)

2018 Depression Olympics (Revamped for Winter) by Amanda Roseberg (Medium)

A guide to giving your cats their annual performance review by Thryn (Hacker Noon, via Medium) 

“Just like Ibiza in the 1990s” Welcome to Love Island for the over 30’s by Emma Kernahan (The F-Word)

Kenickie’s ‘Get In’ Is Still The Ultimate Burn-Out Album by Alex Widgard (Noisey)

Fun Home: Reading it first vs watching it first by Ellie Wilson and Emily Zinken (The F-Word) 

Logged off: Meet the teens who refuse to use social media by Sirin Kale (The Guardian)

Neil Gaiman and Chris Riddell on why we need libraries - an essay in pictures (The Guardian)

A Guide To Making New Friends by Snippets (Medium)

From Newcastle and New Zealand to the Killing Fields of Cambodia by Holly Baxter (The Independent)

Grammy’s Preview: At home with Florence Welch, who may finally win after eight nominations by Nick Duerden (Billboard)

“Stop coming for me”: How popstars are fighting burnout by Rebecca Liu (The Guardian)

The Haunting of Hill House’s author Shirley Jackson was an overlooked genius by Moya Crockett (Stylist)

Lucy O’Brien - The Catholic Girls (punkgirldiaries)

8 Harry Potter films we want to see more than Crimes of Grindelwald by Robyn Vinter (The Overtake)

Grrrl Power: female musicians in the 21st century - A special exclusive report! by DJ Gremlin and Nick Linazasoro (Brighton & Hove News) 

Who will believe thee? by Ellie Pilcher (The F-Word)

Six things I learned from six years working in retail by Kate Crudgington (The Huffington Post) 

What does working class even mean? by Phil McDuff (The Overtake)

I wouldn't be a writer without Rookie by Hazel Cills (Jezebel)

Favourite Podcasts of the year:

Made of Human and Page 94

Monday, 22 October 2018

Analogue introspection, part 2, over on Medium...

On Saturday I published what I like to think of as part two of the writing generated during my week without my laptop. Or, my analogue introspection period...

The new piece is about vinyl, the peaks and troughs of vinyl sales and production, the vinyl revival, and 1990s cultural myths. 

It's actually quite a hard piece to sum up in many ways, and I'm glad I wrote it for Medium instead of trying to pitch it to a publication because, frankly, I think it would have been utterly un-pitchable.

It's the kind of piece that wouldn't fit into a music magazine because it's a bit too quaint/weird, but it also wouldn't fit into a women's magazine because it's too specialist/niche interest. It also wouldn't have fitted into a fanzine because I didn't write it in a fanzine style. About the only other place it could have found a home is in a section of experience based writing in an academic publication I think and, even then, it wouldn't have been published in its current form.

I think what I'm trying to say here is:

It's not that writing is hard in itself.

It's finding a home for what you want to write about that's the hard bit.

In that regard, I'm glad Medium exists.

Photo by Alex Iby on Unsplash


Sunday, 14 October 2018

Writing in analogue

A few weeks ago Madison the laptop, (so called because she is a MacBook Pro. Previous laptops were Adele the Dell and Penny the Patriot... I can anthropomorphise anything basically...), developed a hardware problem that meant a trip to the Apple Store.

She was in Laptop Hospital for 7 days, meaning - thanks to my lack of any other device - that I was essentially without a computer for 7 days. My friend Bethany recommended sending over some digital grapes to her virtual ward in the Laptop Hospital, but I refrained. Instead I spent most of the week dancing around my flat to my collection of 7" singles, and writing.

I had no urgent deadlines for the week ahead and, as such, decided that there was no point in being cross about the situation. I decided to see what I could achieve by taking advantage of the situation, and the time it provided me: I was going to do nothing but read books, listen to music, and write freehand for a week.

A lot of what I wrote about during those 7 days was distinctly analogue in nature, not to mention messy and pretty freeform/stream of conscious. It was definitely worth doing because it meant I wasn't digitally distracted and could just... write.

Some of the stuff I wrote isn't finished, and may never be finished, but the first piece to emerge from this period of writing is now up on Medium, a little piece on the joys of home taping that I managed to finish in time for Cassette Day yesterday.

I met up with David Wilkinson, Natalie Bradbury and their friend Maureen at 8th Day during that 7 day period. When I mentioned to David that I was effectively tech free for 7 days, he sighed "That sounds like heaven".

It wasn't quite heaven, but it made for a quieter week, and a lot got done. I kept on top of my emails by walking over to my local public library and logging in roughly every two days, but I didn't spent long on that and I didn't even attempt to tackle my promo pile: That got blitzed the day I got Madison back.

Looking back on this period now, a few weeks on, I almost miss being largely tech free. My mind felt quieter somehow, and life seemed a little slower and less stressful.



Saturday, 18 August 2018

A riveting interviewee, but a piece that was a mountain to climb

I have finally published my interview with Vermont based singer/songwriter, teacher and activist Emma Back over on The F-Word.

This piece has had a really long gestation period and has been beset by problems right from the beginning.

None of this was Emma's fault, I hasten to add. She proved to be a charming, thoughtful, insightful woman with a lot to say about the craft of songwriting, about community, singing, performance and activism, not to mention the highly dystopian world we happen to be living in.

But sometimes, even with a brilliant interviewee, and interview, you end up feeling like a piece is doomed to fail, to never see the light of day.

And so it was in this case.

We actually did the interview one evening (my time, afternoon by her time) in late April. Initially we had a go at doing it via Skype but the connection kept failing at her end so, after a few aborted attempts, we went with FaceTime because it was working on her phone. I'd never used FaceTime before so it was a new experience for me and, save for the fact we couldn't see each other, the batteries in my walkman died about two minutes in and I had to frantically replace them, oh, and occasionally the connection would cut out for a few seconds, we muddled through.

Emma is a very engaging and positive woman, despite everything she's been faced with over the past few years. She genuinely believes that music is a healing force for good and appears to inhabit a space as a community musician that has evolved organically, and that allows her to play to her strengths.

Her debut album, Little World, was released in late May and the original idea was that I would have the interview ready to go up on The F-Word about a week before the album's release.

This didn't happen for a number of reasons.

Firstly, about a fortnight after our interview I reached something of an impasse with my health and with my day job, which meant I had to stop transcribing the interview and cease most of my writing work altogether in order to concentrate on reaching a more stable situation with my health. This took a really long time and, ultimately, it's an ongoing process. In the interview I talked a lot with Emma about issues around balancing health with creativity and workloads so it was quite apt, or ironic, (depending on how you look at it) that I would be placed in a situation where I was fighting a similar battle while working on the piece.



Then, there was the editing process. For reasons perhaps linked to the above, both this piece and my last big interview piece for The F-Word have been very slow to finish, but also massively long winded once they reached the editing stage. We have a two edits process at The F-Word and, in the case of this piece and the interview I did with Vivien Jones of Kookie magazine, the second edits came back with the equivalent of lots of red pen and 'must do better' on them.

'Do better' I did, eventually, but, compared to my recent Florence + The Machine piece (which pretty much wrote itself and didn't come back from the second edit with any major changes), it was a very, very hard slog.

I'm hoping that the strain and stresses don't show up in the final published piece. I don't think they do, and I'm hoping that the piece will do well if only because I think Emma has a lot of really good things to say.

The Little World album is out now, and is available on Bandcamp and Spotify. There are CD's which I think should be available at independent record stores, though I haven't tested this theory.


Monday, 16 November 2015

To suck, or not to suck...

Manchester city centre, on TUC march day, October 4th 2015 (date setting on camera not set up before using)
This piece is inspired by a panel discussion I attended at Louder Than Words on Sunday 15th November. The title of the discussion was 'Is the Enemy Really Free?', a coded reference to the NME, Britain's last weekly music paper, and it's decision two months ago to go free.

A lot was discussed in the discussion, and it is a massive area, but it made me think about my own relationship with journalism and blogging, with being a paid writer and an unpaid writer, and what it all might mean....

To make sense of it all, I need to go right back to the beginning.

The Fanzine Writer:

When I was 14, I started a fanzine, Aggamengmong Moggie, which I wrote, edited, printed and copied myself. It came out every two months (by and large, I paused for exams a couple of times) for six years and was distributed firstly by Piao! the underground distribution network, gig promotion unit and record label in London, secondly by Little Green Man, the Mancunian tape label. Neither of which took a percentage of the cover price to distribute it. No one paid me to write it, and I don't think it ever covered costs, but, up to a point, I did have complete creative control.

Up to a point? Well, if you want to look at it under an ethical microscope, I was reliant on means of production that were perhaps not ethical: It was photocopied and printed using devices made by Canon, a multi national conglomerate, and I had no idea at the time what their ethics were. Similarly, photocopy toner isn't particularly environmentally friendly. I did, when I was printing and copying it myself at home, use recycled paper though.

The website writer and editor:

Moving on, I started writing for The F-Word website in 2002, at which point the site was basically Catherine Redfern (founder and editor) and any contributors she could find. She wasn't paying herself a wage, and none of the contributors were paid a wage either. The F-Word has expanded considerably since 2002, it now has section editors and a blogging team, plus a social media team, as well as contributors. None of these people are paid. I still write for The F-Word, and spent two and a half years working for the site as a Music Review Editor between 2011 and 2013, a job I was happy to do for free because I really liked the idea of being a Music Review Editor at a UK feminist website, an opportunity for which there was no paid equivalent, and it seemed like a really interesting dynamic to work with.

Did I make use of free music platforms? Yes, I did, and I do. I often feel that I have no choice.

What you may or may not know is that sourcing promo is always a bit of a lottery when you aren't an established journalist. The F-Word has very respectable page view figures, but the site isn't always known or understood by music PR's, and coupled with the sites editors and writers not being well known authors and writers by and large, this does tend to place us at a disadvantage.

Some PR's are great, and we were able to source some really good stuff and get our reviewers on the guest list for some amazing gigs that we half expected to be knocked back for. But some PR's and labels definitely have the attitude that they will only give you access to some of their clients and their work (usually new signings not getting much press elsewhere), not all of it, leading to a two tier system which can lead to less established writers scrabbling around for solutions beyond the world of PR and promo. I have, on a number of occasions, waited until release day, logged into Spotify, and hammered the streams of certain albums for a few days in order to get a review done and in within a respectable window of the release date. I've, on one occasion, burnt a copy of an album I'd purchased myself but wanted a reviewer to review because promo would have taken too long to sort out.

And then there have been albums that we should have reviewed, but couldn't because no one would send us the promo, it wasn't on Spotify, and it needed to be done quickly. There was also at least one interview we would have loved to have done with a famously pro feminist pop star, but we couldn't get past the gatekeepers of her agent and PR team.

Pictures are another issue, and it's one that has got worse in the past few years because, as photographers have become more assertive in enforcing copyright (and who can blame them for that?) people are much less inclined to put photos up on flickr under a creative commons licence. The only way around this, as a writer or editor working for free, is to start taking your own pictures and only use them, to constantly find new sources of creative commons images as websites such as flickr dry up, or not to use pictures. The F-Word has no photographers, but it does have a picture editor, whose job it is to trawl the net looking for creative commons friendly images. Whether you feel any sympathy for journalists in this situation or not, it's worth considering that a number of charities, including Cat's Protection, also make use of creative commons images on their blogs and websites.

Does the F-Word exploit it's writers? I would say no, for a number of reasons. Chiefly because I realised, during my two and a half years as an editor, that the balance of power lay much more with the writers than it did with the editors at the site. We didn't receive so many contributions that we could afford to reject stuff or, at least, not without a very good reason. Reasons would include pieces that were not feminist in sentiment (and The F-Word is a feminist website), or contributors who turned out, after a few checks by us, to be people with a business interest in their subject that they weren't being at all transparent about. On a rare occasion we also rejected two pieces on Rihanna on the basis that we'd already run a piece fairly similar to both of them fairly recently. But with those pieces we did accept or commission we would always work with the writer on the piece until it was ready to be published, however bad the first draft was or however awkward and difficult the writer was to work with. We were shafted by some writers. But I can't think of an occasion when, as a writer, I've been shafted by editors at The F-Word. And that's why I still write for the site.

Digital Disruption and the British class system:

Southwark, London, July 2015
It's not just digital disruption that has caused music journalism to be devalued and writers to write for free, it's also the system of media internships and patronage within the British media. Both of these factors have led to a situation where a media career (in the general sense, not just in a music journalism sense) is increasingly out of reach for anyone who isn't from a rich background, or who has parents or other relatives already working in the media. This leads, by a logical leap, to a media that not only doesn't understand what is really going on in the country it seeks to cover (and coverage of Manchester and the issues around the TUC march in October as covered in the media, particularly The Guardian, really did bring this home to me,) but also to some really terrible choices when it comes to the promotion of music and culture. Coldplay were surely the classic example of this.

Paid freelance music journalism: 

So what of paid music journalism? Well, my experience is somewhat limited, but I did contribute reviews and short pieces to Record Collector magazine for two and a half years between 2005 and 2007. At that time, the rates were £10 for 200 word album reviews and £25 for Diggin' For Gold pieces, which were 250 word length pieces on collectible items. They ran gig reviews, but didn't pay for them.

As someone whose areas of musical interest weren't always covered by Record Collector (Riot Grrrl for example) or were being covered by more established writers already (punk), my areas of specialism ended up being 80s girl bands (an area no one would surely want to fight me for) and bands who had recorded sessions for John Peel. I didn't mind this that much, but it did mean that I couldn't write about what I was most interested in, musically, and get paid for it. Similarly, today, it is highly unlikely that I would be commissioned to write over 1,000 words on Florence + The Machine for anyone other than The F-Word. 

This isn't just because it seems unlikely that, say, Mojo, would give a full page review to a Florence + The Machine album, but also because, if they did, such a review commission would not be given to me, it would be given to a more experienced and established music journalist with a more proven track record.

The Wage Don't Fit:

Anyone doing the maths here will have realised that, whether writing for Record Collector or for The F-Word, it is impossible for me to make a living purely from writing for these publications. You are right. I even had a book chapter commission while I was writing for Record Collector, but off the back of stuff I'd written for The F-Word. The book chapter was a flat fee of £700, paid in three instalments, with no royalties, and all the writers did receive their money... eventually.

So, here it comes: The only reason I can afford to write at all is because I have a full time library job, and I can earn the equivalent of two album reviews for Record Collector in about an hour.  From a purely economic point of view, it makes much more sense to do two hours overtime in my library than it does to review four albums. What is ironic, and somewhat depressing, is that libraries are also subject to a massive extent of digital disruption. Having gone into libraries as a job while waiting for my writing career to take off, back in 2004, it is sad to see both careers going south at the same time.

The fruits of a particularly appalling two month period at my library, June 2015
But would I work as a volunteer library assistant, unpaid? I would be absolutely fucking incandescent if this were put to me in exchange of my current library job, and I would categorically refuse to do it. As such, I understand completely why writers such as Barney Hoskyns, who was on the panel at Louder Than Words, feel so strongly about the issue, to the extent of setting up the Facebook campaign Don't Work For Free

But...

I also understand why young, un-established writers feel that they have little choice but to work for free, either by writing for publications that don't pay, or by doing unpaid internships in the hope of gaining sufficient experience to get paid writing work.

I have a sliding scale on this:


  • I won't write for free for publications that pay their editors and staff writers but don't pay their freelances. 
  • But I will write for free for charities or organisations that are on a par with charities, finance wise, if I agree with and support their organisation and ideals.


For me, the issue is also complicated by my roots in fanzines: Working for free, or at a loss, is something I've done for a very long time.

Would I sell out, or, to quote the panel at Louder Than Words "Suck Satan's cock" in order to get work? I would do as I do now, take every commission on a case by case basis.

Talking and getting paid for it (usually...)

Aside from writing, I do make a very modest amount of money (all declared, along with the paid writing, to HMRC by the way...) from doing talks about riot grrrl, fanzine culture, punk and women.

I've only ever not been paid once, and that was a talk for The Working Class Movement Library in Salford for part of their Hidden Histories series. The WCML are a registered charity, and their funding from Salford Council has been absolutely slashed. They rely increasingly on donations. I greatly admire the library, and it's work and, as such, I was happy to provide my time for free. That the library is in Salford helped with this because it meant my travel and accommodation costs were nil. Could I have done this in a library in London? No, not unless my accommodation and travel costs were paid, at the very least, and even then, it would depend on what the commission was and who it was for.

Being a blogger

I stumbled into blogging by accident really. I set up my first blog, Because Grrrls Like To Read, to publish a seemingly unpublishable novel and discuss issues around riot grrrl and women and punk. I don't maintain this blog anymore, but I do another blog now as Too Late For Cake.

Too Late For Cake didn't have a financial motive behind it, and I didn't have a clue about who would read it, or if people would follow it, or like it, or share it... All I knew was that I wanted to write about the 2010 student protests in Manchester, and that it dovetailed quite nicely with the idea of blogging about weird things that happen on buses in Greater Manchester, and other observational stuff. I now see it as an extension of the kind of work I was doing with Aggamengmong Moggie back in 1993 and, as such, would never dream of the possibility that anyone would pay me for it.

That's not to say you can't blog and get paid for it, and that, as such, the lines between newspapers, magazines, and blogs are increasingly blurred.

While most of the stuff I write for Too Late For Cake could never be published on a paid blog, there has been the odd piece I've written for it, and for the F-Word blog, where I could perhaps have adapted it, made it sharper and snappier, made it more antagonistic and J'accuse in tone, but... I didn't want to.

That doesn't mean I haven't ruled out writing specially written, tailored blog pieces for paid titles. I just haven't bothered to explore it because I'm happy doing Too Late For Cake. If I lost my library job next week, or next year, I might well reconsider because money would suddenly be a lot more pressing. But writing deliberately provocative pieces for 'Comment Is Free' would make me feel pretty dead inside, and would definitely constitute sucking Satan's cock for me. Admittedly, not as much as writing for the Daily Mail would, but...

What happens now?

There is no straightforward answer to this, as I think the panel at Louder Than Words recognised. In an hour and a half, they were unable to cover everything they wanted to say. Similarly, I didn't contribute to the discussion at all because it barely even touched on writing, it focused much more on music and musicians, arguably a more emotive and sympathetic group than music writers.

While the old models of music journalism have gone, or are going, it's hard to say whether music journalism will itself survive. Similarly, it's too early to say whether libraries will survive. Digital disruption is here to stay, and many, many professions will go to the wall in the next ten or twenty years. The only uncertain thing is which ones.

All photographs copyright Cazz Blase, 2015.